Afterlife : May

Monday, May 31, 2010 |

whoooa ;-O


long time no blogging  since i've prepared my self to get my dreams

anyway i dont really care about date, month and year again now  , Except this month:

- MAY -


I love this month, if you Asked what is the reasons .. let me explain it


Lets start on may, 3


MAY, 3.......
      may, 3 ... it must be 17 years ago since i had gone out from my mother's body, i never expected that the spoiled , and ugly boy like me cant be the first child of my family i dont know why my God, sent me to here.. taste the fresh air, feel the sunlight and see the beautiful world. i always thought i cant be a good boy, a clever boy and being the favorite i have a big huge responsible to my family, at least i must guard my brothers, and become a good example for my brothers. on general statements.. people usually called this day as BIRTHDAY,, no it wasn't .. it is MY MOM'SSTRUGGLEDAY.. she took an opportunity  and had played the russian roulette , Life or dead .. i just asked to my self, what i will doing if i were on that situation?.. i couldnt imagine it... soooo,  yes, i'm happy when i'm facing my birthday's date.. but dont forget to kiss ur mom and hug her tight , because she is your most expensive birthday's present


May, 12, 2006
when i was 13 i had my first love -- JB



and the last date was :


May, 8, 2010


Thanks God you have realized my dream,
You know i want it, and You heard my pray
You gave me one of my can't be paid off Presents,
You made my parents smile
You made my brothers proud of theirs oldest brother
You made me falling in love with You


you've been giving me an unlimited presents, but i never thought it before , breath and live
AND THANKS A LOT FOR :




i post this on june, and wishing there's another May it Mine again (^v^)v
thanks God, Alhamdulillah


Another 2010 incidents, until this day  :
1. i've had and meet my medicine for my biggest sins
2. i  got closer with my *******
3. graduated from my school
4. Become a little monster haha


 I WISH MY FRIENDS HAVE THEIR JUNE , #JUNEWISH 
haha still waiting the garuda's , and the dont - die girl :D